eyh, my crush is here!!

God, it's been 2years since I last saw that guy. hahaha. the guy I first get a crush on when I arrived here in Dublin. You see, he's a senior, really mature kinda guy. Tall, soft spoken, nice smile, kinda charismatic in a way, good cook, intelligent, friendly, and Malay. hahaha.

I do not know where I got the courage (or stupidity) to confess to him that I LIKE him, even though I never got to know him. I had fun for the first few days, smsing that person, but then I got bored and I moved on.

Over time, I got mature and I hope I act more wisely...And thus, what a big surprise. He's here in Beaumont Hospital, as an INTERN. Dang.

I met him yesterday and today. Malunyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.


He saw me, and he smiled. aaarghhh. My first instinct told me *run*.

My stomach say, stay, you need that soup..mushroom plak tu. huhu. so I stayed strong, take the soup, and when he smile, I guess I smile, sheepishly. MALU okayh.

Then, go to the coffee section. My my..he's cutting the line (ade me and aten je pon) and he said, sorry I cut the line, ehehe. And aten was like, oo tak ape. I was behind her. BUAT BODO.

Aten siap amek kopi, he's still there, filling his coffee i guess. I started to fill mine, and he's like, oh, take this milk. *smile again*

Thanks, take it and go the other way. aiyohhh.

Hari ini, I accidentally ran into him. Dengan gentleman nye, he gave way to us. and I said thanks. When I look back, as my friend asked me something, I caught him looking. And he smiled, again. GOD, and this makes me feel so awkward...

ngaaaaaaaaaaaa. Hanya la ex crush..yang memalukan diri ini..

pengajaran: jangan buat keje gile waktu kanak2. >.<